Monday, May 30, 2005
FINALLY, the chinese O is OVER!!! i'm so happy. but i really really really DOO hope i won't have to retake.. am really VERY EXTREMELY worried. haixx. plss. i really CAN"T take studying EVERYTHING all OVER again!!! pls!! PLSSSSS...!! i really DON"T WAN TO RETAKE.
but anyway, relax and slack for now. till the Os agaiN! =)
hmm... later going to have some chocolate feast with my family. imagine, eating ONLY chocolate for dinner. yum! hehe.. but it didn't came cheap either.. so i must gorge mtself!! =)
(funnily, i don't sound lik myself... hmm. wonder y..)
anyway, there's going to be CHARMED!!! so happy!!! =) charmed ROCKS!!! =D yays!! =)
signing off
amethyst
5:53 PM
Thursday, May 26, 2005
just a quick one.
chinese level is lik 3 days away. so y am i here? nvm. i'l be here only for a while, RIGHT?
so anw, pretty pissed today. all those crap responsibility. i'm not a responsible person. i nv was. mayb being nice isn't good. am i even nice in the first place? =X
ok. there's going to be another promo. lik frak. =X nvm mine. i shall be there to cheer jocelyn on, no? jia you! =) just PRAY that i' won't be demoted. =X demoted to make way for other ppl who DESERVE to pass. relatively, i don't REALLY deserve to pass. =X
to agree with zi hui, yea, i was studying! cause me not smart lik u. i'l be happy to just get A2. haixx. i'm really worried. i REALLY don't wan to retake it AGAIN end of year.. i'll just.. die? =X haixx.. nvm.
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amethyst
10:02 PM
Saturday, May 21, 2005
help me for chinese. i don't noe how to study. i really need to get A. or i'll DIE. i really DON"T WANT to take the chinese Os all over again, it'll be VERY BADDDD.. haix. i'm really very bad at chinese lorrrrr. THAT MEANS I HAVE TO GET OFFLINE ASAP AND STUDY!!!
so anw, cultural potpourri VI was rather nice yesterday. as usual, dance made everything worth watching. no wonder they got GOLd with honours. THEY DERSERVE IT. while watching, i wished it could nv end. but ah well.. but the thing about it was that it was kinda.. primitive and crude? but well, dance did originate from so long ago, no? the other performance was ok. =) i lik the flowy dress of harp and choir! oops.. =P cher did well in band! =) hahas
ok, got to get my butt back to study. or at least PRETEND to study. =X haixx.
signing off
amethyst
5:10 PM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
finally got back all the results.. but ah well. not everything was well.
geog was lik crap. but den again, 3/4 of the classl failed. boo-s.. wat can i expect? ss was ok.. at least i cleared the A hurdle. =)
math was lik crap. crap crap crap. crap all the way. i feel lik soo giving up on math. a math or e math. watever. they're still math. i'm scared of math. i wan to improve- good results are the main inspiration, the main driving force, watever, for me. and of course, i dun get good results for math, so i don't have that driving force, so i'm stuck getting back results. haix.
but hey, 3 cheers for sciences!! =) physic, chem and bio all As!! woot! so happy!! =) but chem was kinda bad. can't even get A2. but bio.. according to mdm surin, it wasn't an easy paper, and i scored 39 outa 40 for the mcq! =DDD happy! (let me be happy before i get back to reality?)
but nvm. chinese Os coming. worry about that first. i can't get a. BUT I MUST GET A....! i don't wanna take the second time!!!!!!!! I HOPE THE INTENSIVE TRAININGS WILL HELP!!! HELP ME MAN...!
[fancy chi listening compre getting 3 outta 10 when the whole world out there is getting 7 or 8. drats man]
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amethyst
7:05 PM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
got back most of the papers today. real depressing. not an A in sight until Physics. and i've got no mean remarks! yay! =)
but eng, chi and emath was terrible. ok, my defination of terrible is anything below A. =X i noe i noe, it's kinda aiming for the too high...=( but i'm sure *the school* wants that too.. =) maths was sucky, but anyway, i expected it. =X
yay, no np today! =) simply fantastic...! =) ok, should make good use of the time to study, but i really dun wan toO!! argh.
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amethyst
4:37 PM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
things have been proven! i'm just as liable to FAIL as anyone out there. so there.
so yeah, FAILED my a math. so what if i have tuition? i stil fail all the same. i am su stupid. don't noe why i still attend tuition which just waste my sunday mornings. gahh. emath was simple, but me and my careless mistakes just about pull down everything. watever la.
np tmr too just sums up about how i'm feeling. or going to feel anyway. imagine tmr's parade, they tell me, "oh, it's a mistake. u're not on of the staff. we're srry..". ok. better stop thinking about it or else i'll go jump into a lake or sth. =/
but anyway. finally got cher's gift today. cheers =)
(edited) jocelyn ROCKS man!!!!!! yay! thanks to her subtle reminders and o levels, we can't don't go parade tmr!! yayY!!! after all, o level is important, no? -smirk- ok... =)
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amethyst
3:52 PM
Monday, May 16, 2005
see? i KNEW it. no one will believe it. but anyway, i think bio mcq will save my paper 2. but can't say the same for physics and chem. after all, practical for chem will probably make everything worse.
the exams are almost over. ALMOST. but of course, almost never gets u anywhere. so anyway.. can't wait for the last paper, but can't wait for the next majoy exams too. weird me. i do hope i'll study VERY MUCH, until there's really left nothing to study. didn't study as much as i should this time, and thus coudn't do my best.. hahas..
signing off
amethyst
5:24 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
i feel lik changing my layout. but hmmph. not a single nice one in sight..
integration sucks. even though it was invented by isaac newton.. a math sucks. it's making my life miserable. =X chinese's making me miserable too. the o levels it coming!!!
but anyway, on a happier note (racks brain for happier stuff), the mid years are almost coming to an end. i'm not going to do well this time, but who'd believe me? watever la..
hmm.. i wan this new artemis fowl book!!!!!!!! arrgh!!! i'm waiting for it to appear at Borders, so i can use that voucher card thingy my frens gave me for bday.. =P
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amethyst
2:47 PM
Saturday, May 14, 2005
i'm so pissed.
firstly, there's bio. i was slacking half way just now, and suddenly i remembered a wrong answer which i've written. and that was a VERy careless answer. GAH. and to think i tot everything was right and slacked for the last half hour........ argh.
muster parade this wed too. fancy that. just lost my appeitite. not that i have any to begin with. =X
now i'm anxious.
signing off
amethyst
5:58 PM
Friday, May 13, 2005
ok, mid years are almost over!! ALMOST! nvm. wat's left is only mcq. nvm, i have my TRUSTY DIE WITH ME! MUHAHHAS! =)
ok. slack today. read a book, downloaded tons of stuff for my hp, and am online now. am planning to watch smallville later! =) yays!
ok, forgot to add.. I"M A STAFF NOW!! =)) yays! but it came with a price, as if i don't deserve it. mayb i dun, u noe.. =( haix. but watever la.
signing off
amethyst
7:47 PM
Saturday, May 07, 2005
pissed man. stupid kiwi and stupid postponed NP day. stupid watever. hate physics. mayb while everyone else imporves, i'll fail. and keep on failing. mr pandian is so scary. i can't work under stress. i'm under stress now. but nvm, as usual herng yue destress me. haha. =P
signing off
amethyst
4:48 PM
Friday, May 06, 2005
biology today was surprisingly ok. =) hehe. so ok that i'm online now.. =)
so today.. rather relaxed la. feel lik hecking studies.. cause it's fri! and there's smallville tonight!! yays!! i shan't record it. the taperecorder's a little wonky. hehe.. i shall just watch it although the cormmercial will be damn exasperating.
i forgot how to differentiate for stupid math. even the simplest i've forgotten. how do u expect me to do trigo? haixx.. and that crapiest a math paper. fancy leaving out the last page.. cause i didn't see it. arrgh. I NOE HOW TO DO LOR. WHEN I CAME HOME AND TRY THAT QN. STUPID.
but heck man. it's friday! =)
there are no events to look forward to in life, except weekends. =)
signing off
amethyst
4:47 PM
Thursday, May 05, 2005
physic prac was ok today. so that's y i'm online. ha. but i'm sure bio tmr will die. haixx. dun feel prepared AT ALL.
today.. special date. 050505. =D cool right? =) hmm.. nothing much to say now. =) but i'm definitely NOT feeling very at ease. ah well..
signing off
amethyst
9:11 PM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
just a quick blog. a math is DOOMED. i didn't see the last freakinquestion. 9marks. which is lik 11percent of the whole damn paper 1. screw it. i can prepare to do damn badly for midyrs. but hell, i'm not stress. cause herng yue's here to destress me. hahaha.. (see, ur name's mention again! be honoured! lol)
chem is oso doomed. dun understand y i can't get damn ammonia when it's CLEARLY nitrate that is present. somehow, i screwed up. haix.
feel so damn unmotivated man. bad results results in this. =X
it's not easy to climb to the top. but neither is it easy to stay at the top. (for me anw)
signing off
amethyst
8:06 PM
Monday, May 02, 2005
great. chemistry practical TMR. and i'm still ONLINE. i think i really wan myself to fail. haha. lik the not funny haha.
so anyway, i've been bored, and i duno how to study for practicals. and herng yue just so kindly informed me that 25%?!!!! is counted. and i tot practicals only have a little %tage! i wish...
but nvm. it's not counted in the prelims, RIGHT?
signing off
amethyst
4:51 PM