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Thursday, June 30, 2005

math sucks. i seriously declare that math sucks. i totally do not how to do simple things like ELEMENTARY MATH. i deserved to be shot. geez. guess i'll be saying chem sucks tmr since there is prac tmr. DANG.

charmed yesterday!! it was so nice! about the angel of death. but it's really kinda sad. death is a sad parting. ah well. mayb i shouldn't be complaing about math. yea. death is a more impt thing. =X

chinese o levels' on tuesday. great! i need to soak myself in chinese once more. argh. i really REALLY do not want to retake it!! if i do.. i deserve to be shot. -.- geez

(ah. can't go onto ky's blog. sth wrong with diaryland?)

and oh.. they change english group again. gahh.. so ffar, the only eng grp i lik was still the very first one at term one. gahh. i seriously enjoy chi more that eng lessons. geez. and of course math lessons never fails to make me feel stupid. the same with chem prac. makes me feel lik everything's in a rush and i'm slow and stupid. gah.

but bio so far is NICE!!! yay!! this gene chapter is sooO interesting!! i wonder wat is my blood type? dad's B but mum's O. hmmm. i won't lik to be a B though.. =P



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amethyst
3:15 PM




Wednesday, June 29, 2005

so long didn't blog. cause ma at home!! =P yea, O lvl is coming, but of course, i dun feel lik studying (as usual). so anw charmed later!! yay!! =)

jus came back from NP. so boliao. so there study. not that i mind.. after all, it's FREE attendance! but arh. most probably not going next week since many ppl oso not going?? but wat about attendance?!! haix.

so anw, last sunday.. ok la. i mean.. not EVERYONE came. in fact, almost everyone didn't come. only the six of us plus george and juan juan. played billard!! so fun lor!!! =) but.. ruisee (also known as melody now) didn't win. um, i didn't get to talk to her. =X took neos too!! new pics posted at my pic website!! =)



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amethyst
5:55 PM




Saturday, June 25, 2005

family day today. a bit crappish. but spent the time away but playing hide and seek. geez. but nvm. thanks to the nicey rain!! though it didn't came in the morning.. better late than never! =P

headache now. prolly cause slept VERY late last night. couldn't get to sleep. insomnia. =X geez. sighs. school's starting. but nvm. the only consoling thing? no np! =p



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amethyst
3:12 PM




Friday, June 24, 2005

hmm.. was feeling rather depressed cause of tmr. =X but den.. simin and i went on a song sending spree!! so fun!! whee!! and i felt happier!! =) simin u rock!!! =)

update on hw. let's see. geog heck. math blanks heck. physics heck (yea, i wanna get myself killed. fancy hecking physics!!) but who cares? i'm in too bad a mood (simin helped for me to be in a good mood, but yea, still have some bad bood left).

eye trying to tell me something by being itching and i rubbed until red. grr. mayb it's telling me to stop playing com. but who cares. i'll love to pon tmr..

not that i didn't do hw today. finished my compo!! am so proud of it. but the handwriting's messy and perhaps in my anxiety to write my idea out, careless grammer came spilling out.. ahh. =) but nvm.

smallville later!! *mood improves* =)

hmm. taking a leaf outta ppl's book.. i'll type my compo in here.. =)

describe the suspense for waiting for someone to arrive
“What? You’ve found Michael?” I shrieked. Michael was my long-lost brother, who had simply disappeared during a camp at Lake Reel seven years ago. Lake Reel was a huge lake, sparkling diamonds over hundred acres. Muddy swamps fringe the edges of the opalescent lake. Often, as I gaze at the sun-stained surface, I wondered if Michael went willingly with the water Nymphs he used to tell me about before he had disappeared.
“Don’t scream like some wild thing. Yes, he’s due to arrive tomorrow,” Mother snapped, tears glittering in her dark brown eyes, her usually tightly bound hair messy.
I could almost feel myself exploding with questions! However, I knew Mother would only snap at me in her current mood. I went to my private spot at one small corner of our luxurious garden. “Are they sure it would be Michael and not some imposter after our riches,” I mused.
“Don’t worry, it’ll be him,” Dad strolled towards me. “in fact, you ought to be excited finally meeting a brother whom you have no impression of,” Dad continued, his gaze traveling to the Lake reflecting sunlight. “Of course I remember him!,” I replied hotly. I used to wish he would come back when I was younger, but recalling how my parents used to shower their attention on him, I could feel a knot tighten at the base of my stomach. Would I have to fight for the attention a neglected child would crave for like before? I could feel the corners of my mouth tightening. Then the image of Michael swam into my mind’s eyes. I reacalled the delightful faeries stories he used to entertain me with, the protective stance he adopted whenever one of the Townies threatened me. My eyes misted over with tears. It would not be my big bro’s fault my parents prefer him.
(to be continued if i feel lik it)

forget it. i won't type the whole compo. mayb it sucks. cause i bored myself with it.. gahh. =X



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amethyst
5:57 PM




Thursday, June 23, 2005

charmed rocks, as usual. i can't believe it'll suck. mayb i should do a charmed review, so i won't forget these episodes after watching them. i wish i could watch all the other episodes!!

anw, yesterday was cool agent brody came into the picture. not as shuai as drew fuller, but who else is as shuai as him? =P den he managed to catch them in the act..! but one real cool part was when they break into the museum to retrieve the golden chalice. so cool!! ah. ok. ignore me. but charmed REALLY rocks. so there.

crap. spent my whole of the afternoon online. doing wat? kindly ask jane that. =X =P



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amethyst
3:26 PM




Wednesday, June 22, 2005

charmed later! =) yippee! =)

anw, my hw's not done (that's all that revolves around my life now, homework homework and more homework). i'm still lacking in inspiration for eng compo!! forget math. forget geog. my notes are all messed up. =X

hmm.. was just thinking about my religion. it says Buddhist on my ic (or national record or watever la), but i dun really REALLY pray lik it's the end of the world to Buddhist, and i think i should be more of a Taoist? but it's lik both mixed up. but hey, i'll really lik to believe in magic, and the magic of nature. they're much more believable, won't u think? hmm. but nvm. i suppose i'll straighten out my tots when i grow up. actually, i do believe adults are just grownup children who noes when to shut up, and who is always expected to jus shut up, even when they're nothing to say. watver la.



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amethyst
7:40 PM




Tuesday, June 21, 2005

before the world can be free
a bloom of innocence shall be seen
in the woods above the ancient city of veridian
where nine identities shall be revealed

it will come to pass that a king shall rule
but not before a leader pure of heart awakens
and an ageless warrior with an ancient soul
shall guode with grace and providence

beware, nine shall see a traitor come and go
from whence a long bitter war will follow
and the named shall join in unity
yet suspicious will cause disharmony

a jester shall protect, a doubter cast shadow
amd a brave young warrior will lose his heart to death
yet none shall be victorious until a lost warrior returns
and the fearless one emerges from a journey led by light and strength

take heed, the two last warrior shall cause grief as much as good
from the midst of suspicious one shall come forth
the other seeded of evil
yet one shall be victorious while the other one victorious in death

-the key, marianne curley

well, this is just the Prophcey (i think the spelling's wrong) for the Guardians of Time Trilogy. it rocks!! even though i missed the second book and just jumped straight to the third book. =X nvm. i have no life. always stay at home. but i like it. =X all those piles of hw's drving me insane. yep.



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amethyst
3:24 PM




Monday, June 20, 2005

geog sucks big time man. i can't believe i actually don't mind this stack of crap at first. i TRIED to start on it. but really, i must be stupid or just plain idiotic cause i realised i couldn't answer any of the qn at all. no wonder my midyr geog was a total disaster. simply cause my brain somehow fooled itself into thinking that i'm already studied. =X how very stupid.

math isn't helping much too. i hate math. it sucks i duno how am i going to do well for o levels. stupid math. stupiiddd man.

don't feel much lik typing. mayb it's not tat i dun feel lik typing. it's just that i dun feel wana complain out loud- ppl might find me a whiner, or worse, having stupid troubles not worth troubling over. =x



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amethyst
8:49 PM




Sunday, June 19, 2005

yes yes yes yes yes!! thanks to my dad, i've got a new radio! that can play rcd! yes yes!! =)

so anw, the celebrations did NOT end well yesterday. big disaster. shan't elaboarate. bad memories. so yeah, in no mood to blog le. wan to explore my need radio! yay! =)



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amethyst
3:51 PM




Saturday, June 18, 2005

both today and tmr is father's day. actually, today's my father's BIRTHDAY, technically, it is still his day, no? later going out i supppose. but i still have work not done. and i wan to pon the family day. FAMILY DAY. fancy that. i have my own Family Day which i already lik thank you so much. nan hua's family day. come on.

my cd player's giving me trouble again. AGAIN. *pissed* i need a good nice non-skipping cd player to accompany me through studying. and a cd player which could play copied cds. a cd player which very unlike the one sitting on my table right now.

books i'm dying to read/find in the library

weather warden series by rachel caine
the dark by marianne curley

don't lik series, but somehow aleways ended with series whenever i just randomly search for a nice fantasy. but hey.. it's nice!! =)

the decision has been made. i'll ***



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amethyst
2:24 PM




Friday, June 17, 2005

didn't blog yesterday.. so i'll write a bit about mr and mrs smith (not a detailed movie review of course). so anyway, the movie was nice, i'll rate it 3 outta 4 stars. cause there were times i just couldn't catch wat they were saying, and most of the times they were saying funny sarcastic remarks. =X mayb my eng is seriously getting from bad to worse. so well, the plot was interesting and there were very funny dialogues. =) but somehow, i was a little stunned when the show ended. hmm..

so today had np. nvm. i wasn't my bunch of jittery nerves. simply cause i wasn't taking the promo. but well, it was cool, all those presentations. but i had my fair share of feeling nervous for some stupid reason this morning, which deprived me of a fitful night's rest. nvm, shan't elaborate. after all, i've learnt my lesson on recording bad memories which deserve to be blocked in some small corner of my mind.

ok. smallville later. time to drool at hot tom welling! =p wed to drool at the hot charmed babes. fri to drool at tom welling and kristen krek. ah wat a wonderful life. =P hehe..



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amethyst
6:33 PM




Wednesday, June 15, 2005

well, did a little editing on my blog.. =) the words can be seen clearer now, right? thanks to caiying for her constructive comments.. =)

so anw, math's still not done. and i'm getting highly pissed at it. spent almost every afternoon on it yet it's not completed. doesn't help stupid coordinate geometry making life difficult for me by wanting me to find accursed point c, with no gradient to find the stupid equation in the first place?!

nvm, shall.. um.. gush about my blog.. i like it! i like the skin soo much! if i'm not careful, i might just get addicted to it, just lik my sis. that is if i'm not already addicted to it already.. =)

going out with cher, lt and ky tmr. =) watching mr and mrs smith. =) enjoy myself i will!



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amethyst
4:21 PM




Tuesday, June 14, 2005

darn dang it. cbox is down, meaning nobody can tag.. arghh.

but nvm. so anyway. today it turns out i didn't touch geog despite making a promise to myself yesterday that i would. GREAT. HMMPH. i turn out to keep throwing my temper throughout doing STUPID math. i don't noe how to do stupid linear crap law. it's suppose to be a shit straight line graph. but mine turn out to be a polygon. fANCY THAT! not that my corrdinate geometry is going on lik a breeze. in fact, i almost threw away the paper. so now i'm stuck at qn2, too afraid to move on. =X and functions. GAH. i might as well confess i don't noe the WHOLE THING!! STUPID ME! i am really convinced i'm stupid. i'm stupid lalala.

let's not talk about math. let's talk about cheerful things.. lik np. -.- wonderful. nvm about that. talk about artemis fowl the fourth book- the opal deception. IT ROCKS. but as usual i skimmmed the book trying to find out wat will happen. but fear not, for i'll READ it again, when i have the time! =) but really wat's really crappish is that commander julius root DIED. oman. it was so sad!! sighs.. (some NICE stuff this is)

mayb i should find a new WORKING tagboard.



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amethyst
7:09 PM




Monday, June 13, 2005

my sister is sick. who cares. don't know wat's her problem. i mean, just because u're ill doesn't give u the right to be grumpy. =X everyone's nerves is frazzled now. just great.

so anyway, mum disapproves of my going online. haix. perhaps going online really wastes time and everything. but i really got furious at those math questions i was doing just now. all those stupid coordinate geometry!!! and i tot it was easy?! and my stack of geog hw is not yet touched..! ok, i shall start on them tmr.

so anyway, i've changed my blogskin! it's nice!! =) but a bit too dark. i can't find any nice ones unfortunately.. so here's this for now. =)



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amethyst
8:16 PM




Saturday, June 11, 2005

my poor sis' sick!!! poor her!!! hmm.. mayb if she spread it to me for the last week my problem will 迎刃而解。hahas.. wistful thinking on my part. but i dun care le. i think i've made up my mind. I THINK.

there's still PILES of hw to be done. how very crappy. so there are missing pages in the set of math hw. ha. i shall ignore it. cause i really don't care and don't wan anymore work. so there. =P

nothing much to blog about. cause my life's so boring. =P and this is a boring blog, right? o dear. how to make it interesting? naked pictures lik what the Straits Times said. =/ ok, stupid idea.

ok, i really wan to change my blogskin. gahh..



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amethyst
3:51 PM




Friday, June 10, 2005

just a quick blog. after all, i've spent so much time online, and realy dui4 bu4 qi3 my blog if i dun blog..

but really, i've nothing to blog. except thanks to kai wen, i've got the ou deyang's new cd!! thanks loads! =) cheers!! =D

hmm.. really nothing to tag. except the first two weeks i lik are gone. ah well..

to *** or not to ***



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amethyst
3:49 PM




Thursday, June 09, 2005

seriously, I NEED HERNG YUE"S NeW LINK!!! arrgh.. give it to me...! =P

anyway, finally decided to come online again. haven't been online the past few days cause i was just reading and doing my hw. actually, not really reading, just skimming the story book.. cause i care for the characters in the book and wan to find out wat happen to them! =P

i hate housework. stupidd. i hate washing all those stupid dishes and arghh. i hate houswork and tat's final. =/ it's not lik i don't care about the stupid house or the seeing my mum working lik a slave. it's just that i'm lazy.. =X lazy me. lazy me lazy me. watever.. =X

mayb i ought to change my blogskin since my sis' is soo nice. -jealous- but it'll take too long!!



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amethyst
6:26 PM




Sunday, June 05, 2005

so here i am again, another blog. that bored and i can't be bothered to do hw. too sian just finished a magnificent book. fantasy again! =)

had a cool dream this morning (just before i was rudely awaken by the phone to get up and go for dratted tuition). wat i dreamt of was sth along the lines of star wars, and being a non star war fan (i'm not every sure wat's the Force everyone is talking about), i fancy them as having telekinesis and could defy gravity! somehow i was in the show too. anyway, it's just all damn cool! =P [fancy getting all psyched up because of a DREAM. -.- but nvm, i lik dreaming.. =P]

hmm.. went and found a very interesting article on dream
http://www.lboro.ac.uk/departments/hu/groups/sleep/dreams.htm
so it does seems lik u don't rest when u're dreaming. in fact, the dreaming is needed cause the brain doesn't lik being unconsciously too long. hmm. =D something iv'e learnt today! =) jocelyn was right after all, do don't rest if u dream too much.. =)



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amethyst
6:04 PM




Saturday, June 04, 2005

watever whoever says abou smallville or charmed, it still rocks!! =)

so anyway, watched phantom of the opera.. really nice show!!! i'm soo glad i have the soundtrack now!! =) cheerios! =) hmmm.... they all sang nice! it was really great, watching the story unfolding without dialogues but singing. but really, i couldn't catch wat they were saying at some parts. and i still have lotsa questions! =) hehe.. let's see, the phantom isn't shuai, but he sings good. christine's kinda.. colourless. she doesn't really have any expression and i'm still confused who she likes. does she lik the phantom at all? or did she just used him to make IT on her singing career? den she'll really be a BIT** just lik wat my sis said.

hmm.. one week holiday past. sighsss! nvm.

(having a stomuchache. argh.)

hmm.. i just realised sth. i wan to noe. do i act lik miss-noe-it-all? i hope not! i detest ppl lik that, so i'll detest myself if i'm lik that. i do ask ppl when i dun understand. and i try to help ppl when they dun understand and not give them some superior grin. but i kinda feel sometimes someone just feels so... outshone. haix. duno how to describe it la.



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amethyst
2:52 PM




Thursday, June 02, 2005

hmm. turned out there wasn't no chocolate feast that day. too ex, my parents say, and their frens remarked the the service wasn't going to be good AND there wasn't a variety of chocolate. sighs nvm. we got to eat KFC though.

anyway, holidays had started. but no, it ain't the holiday for us taking the Os this year. still plenty of remedias and lessons- not that i mind. and i just went library yestreday, so it's great that i have tons of books to occupy me! =) yay! fantasy just rock, ok?

(have yet to get a headstart on all those homework)

charmed yesteraday! it rockss!!! but leo was like weird weird and just plain weird. NO MORE CHRIS THOUGH. =( hahas.. =)



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amethyst
12:08 PM