hmm.. smallville soon!!! =) *grins* it rocks!!! =)
eh, ord tmr. *am nervous* duno why though. haix. nvm. it's the last time le. i must cherish it. hmm... thinking back, i'm kinda feeling regretful for np. i should have jus let go and learnt to mingle and mix. sighs. nvm. tat's nothing i can do now except look foraward to wat i thought i've always wanted. =X
been playing rugby during pe. =X such a game. i should learnt to let go too. hahas. let go.
learning the concept of letting go. how very difficult.
hmm, our chinese tcher showed us this chinese movie. (world without thieves). VERY VERY SAD!!! oman. feel lik crying jus THINKING about it. hahas. =P
signing off
amethyst
7:54 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
wat's the point of planning to study when in the end all my plans get busted jus cause the computer beckons? =X sighss.
got back compo today that convinces me that my eng mus suck after all. =X i broke the record for havin the most number of corrections!!! careless all over the place. wonderful. i pity mrs tan who had to wade through my terrible compo. =X nvm.
hmm.. i think integration has sth against me. i really REALLY do noe how to integrate. really. but careless mistakes got me in the end. carelessness AGAIN. sighs.
i'l talk about more cheerful things. lik a wonderful book!! "rose daughter" by robin mckindly. wonderful remix version of beauty and the beast!! omans.. so nice!! =) but i really really wish i could get rid my habit of speed reading/skimming. i really don't absorb anything. =X
i should really be starting to blog in standard english. oh, note to self. write diary in STANDARD english too. no more st-ish english. =P
47 (??) days to wonderful prelim!! =X
signing off
amethyst
9:29 PM
Monday, July 25, 2005
math test was a oh-so-not-good. i JUST KNEW IT THAT THERE WAS CARELESS mistake. so wat if i know? i went back to check it, and THEN IT STILL IS CARELESS. what is wrong with me. too complacent i suppose hahas. nvm. forget it.
went take neos after school. neos again. hohoho. but herng yue so nicely decided to sponser. hahas. =)
and oh, thanks to liting, i'm enlightened!! PRELIMS ARE JUS 49days away!! yay! -.-
signing off
amethyst
7:20 PM
Sunday, July 24, 2005
i've been pondering on this the past few days. see, ever since our chinese teacher gave us this 'test' to find out wat's one's lucky star, i wonder if all i need is to be confident to success. apparrently, my lucky star happens to be myself, and the 'elaboration' of the quiz thingy somehow jus fits my 'personality'. indeed, it advices me to have more confidence in myself. perhaps i should start being an optimist and have more confidence in myself. yeah.
hmm.. haven't been studying. i'm always out for weekends when i want to study? but i doubt i'll study anyway even if i can get my butt down to my study chair. yea. math test tmr. vectors. i'll manage. *tries to convince self*
hmm.. trying out a new game (?) habbo?
signing off
amethyst
3:24 PM
Thursday, July 21, 2005
prelim oral is seriously screwed up. GREAT. clearly, my english is so below standard that i can think of "an event" as "an incident". "an event on the streets", meaning EVENT (that is BIG and GRAND, sth lik CHINGAY festival) and not INCIDENT which is lik some pathetic attention seeker who lost her handphone or watever crap i talked about. just great. watever. and that was NOT the only mistake. my grammer was atrocious (perhaps my spelling too) and i stammered and stuttered. i blundered forward onto my sentences that were spilling outta my lips and den went back to correct them when i realised the structure seemed very weird. great. sighs. =( so wat if i talked for quite long? that's simply because i keep taking back my sentence which was structured wrongly and spit out another simple sentence. i can't talk compound of complex. wondrous.
mayb chem test is also screwed up. i duno. great great i've lost the little confident i've gained. the teeny amount of self belief i once had. i'm so not motivated. i need to get back my motivatioN!!! yea someone pls motivate me.
campfire tmr. great. i can do it. =X
i am so freakin self centred. heck man. life can revolve around me. i don't lik being hypocritical anyway.
signing off
amethyst
7:16 PM
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
great. PRELIM oral TMR. so wat on earth am i still doing here? trying to kill time i suppose. i've too much time on hand. =/ geez.
anyway, the new harry potter and the half blood prince is OUT!! and i WANT it!!!! awww mannnnns. but it is too ex. sighs. i am too poor. sheesh.
hmm. nothing much i supposes. but i do have a new autograph book!! i hope no one minds writing in it. after all, i think they have better things to do, lik studyin for the Os? =X not really.
signing off
amethyst
7:01 PM
great. PRELIM oral TMR. so wat on earth am i still doing here? trying to kill time i suppose. i've too much time on hand. =/ geez.
anyway, the new harry potter and the half blood prince is OUT!! and i WANT it!!!! awww mannnnns. but it is too ex. sighs. i am too poor. sheesh.
hmm. nothing much i supposes. but i do have a new autograph book!! i hope no one minds writing in it. after all, i think they have better things to do, lik studyin for the Os? =X not really.
signing off
amethyst
7:01 PM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
eeekkk. the listening IS tmr. not to mention there's this bio test too. =X arrgh. and i jus don't feel lik studying. great. just great.
ok, listening tmr. i MUST FOCUS!!! and not think too lightly of this listening. after all, i do suck at listening. imagine 3/10 questions correct. that's how sucky i am. nvm
i need to do sth about geog. and fast. if this continues, i think i can stop hoping for A for combined humans. sighs.
charmed tonight! =) yays!
chinese o lvl listening. =X not good. sighs. i should be immersing myself in the beauty of chinese, so wat exactly am i doing her? watever. sighs.
mayb i'll add on later if i can think of sth to say.
signing off
amethyst
2:35 PM
Monday, July 11, 2005
i need to gain back my self confidence, and fast. however little it is, sighs. omansssss. life stinks currently. watever. i dun feel lik bloggin. ga. srry for wasting ur time in coming to my blog.
signing off
amethyst
6:08 PM
Sunday, July 10, 2005
bored. school again tmr. great. geez. nvm. i hate waking up so early in the morning. and np on wednesday again. hmmph.
signing off
amethyst
3:45 PM
Friday, July 08, 2005
yesterday, spent wat's left of the day at jane's house happily copying cds. =P hehe.. thanks to her, i've got brand NEW copied cds. hehe.. but of course, it went two ways. she copied my brand new simple plan dvd and my copied bsb. =P ah, is this counted as piracy too?
arrgh, i think my typing speed has SLOWED!!! how many days have i not been online!!!!! ONO!!! i DUN WANNA LOSE MY TYPING SKILLS HOWEVER PATHETIC IT IS. ok. nvm. there are other things to worry about.
other things like worrying about getting my name strike off the ord list. it't not lik i'm DYING to go for that 'party', but i really WAN that plaque ok? i lack plaques and medals at home. pathetic me. nvm, after all, there are MUCH more impt things. like o levels.
especially chinese o levels listening. even though it's merely LISTENING which is the EASIEST (or so everyone says), i scored a mere 3/10 for midyrs. yea. that's how bad it is. I REALLY DUN WANNA RETAKE!!!! boohoos!! -am very worried- sighs. i dun wanna disappoint my nicey chinese tcher toO! =)
o, i nv fail to complain about prac. chem prac sucks today. but i'm like, beyond caring point. =X heck man. i suck at prac, so that means i can't be research scientist of watever. yea. time to give up yet on another dream. :'(
signing off
amethyst
6:19 PM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
today, chinese o level. =X very very bad. i stammered lik it was the end of the world, and no i'm not trying to bain3 di1 myself. the room was so small and air conditioned and i could jus hear my voice echoing back to me. =X den for the conversation. i almost cringe at my pathetic voice richotting back to me. i it was quivering and broken chinese. literally. =X den i gave lame shit reasons to support my stand that i think those tchers roll their eyes mentally. =X reasons lik " i think technology improving so far is no good, cause it pollutes the environment when everyone dump their old stuff to buy new ones" and "y start work so early when u obviously have to work the rest of ur life"? shit. come to think of it, the topics were easy but i screwed up. great, my greatest fears coming through. =X haix. nvm, at least it's over. =) now celebrate by soaking myself in english once again! =) simple plan and bsb cd!! muhahas! =p
gave tuition- to huiyu! *smiles smiles* =) hahahas. =) at least i can help someone! =)
signing off
amethyst
7:15 PM
Monday, July 04, 2005
sian. o levels oral tmr. eek. gah.. really duno wat to blog. and i dun feel lik eating my lunch.
watever la. i'm really sian.
signing off
amethyst
1:35 PM
Sunday, July 03, 2005
=D bought a new wallet. yahoo!! =) it's so nice. and i think it can be described as Rose Pink. hehe. =p but yeah, it was expensive, that's y i had to drag my mum to the Wallet Shop at Heeren to get her to buy for me. hehe. =P but i'm feeling kinda guilty. it is indeed expensive. =X
my hp's giving me problems. =X it give s a very loud beep instead of jus a pleasant *teet* for the warning tones. ga.. =X
ok, got to go do hw that's not completed yet. and there's O level Oral on tuesday. =X help.
signing off
amethyst
2:35 PM
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