Wednesday, November 23, 2005
not entry. short note.
today was PAE talk. SIGHS. suddenly the problem of jc becomes more pressing. i am still clueless about where i should go. I AM CLUELESS. YES.
nj of hc? hc or tj? tj or nj??!!!! i have no idea. mayb i'l dream about my correct choice tonight. grrr. ok. here's my current decision. forget hc, it's impossible to get in and remain there. so it's between nj and tj. tj's far, and nj's boring, with no cca i'm interested in. and wat's more, no one can accompany me there. SIGHS. where should i choose?!!! SHEESH.
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
jus a short note (mind u, it's not ENTRY), today's shop-for-grad-nite "outing" was a complete disaster. i'm nv gg shopping again. and i REGRET not buying a dress instead of a skirt. STUPID ME.
Monday, November 21, 2005
hmm.. finally i cleared my o lvl stuff, and my, were there many trees killed jus to serve me for worksheets and notes! i feel so guilty!!!! ARRGH. i should get them recycled.. yep tat i will do! and of course, by passing the textbooks to my sis, i'm ensuring the concept of "reusing"! =)
wel, gg out tmr for grad nite stuff. sighs. how i dread grad nite. sighs!!! all the beautifiying of oneself. sheesh.
wel, jus a short entry in case anyone blames me for leaving this blog to rot. i do update my personal diary, ok!
Friday, November 18, 2005
finally the os are over. but stupidly, i do not feel happy. jus neutral. i think it was because of chem, the last paper. but watever. i won't whine i won't complain.
dun feel lik blogging. watever. looking for songs. mayb i'l find a new blogskin..
gaa... found a new blogskin. but stupidly, it screwed up my tagboard.. GAA, waste of time.. SHEESH. and i couldn't find lotsa songs.. SIGHS. but thanks to nicey simin, i got my some of my songs! =)
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
hmm... o lvls. everything feels lik a dream. i suppose when i'm taking the paper in wat, 5moredaystime, it'll feel lik a dream. cause everything seems unreal.
i shouldn't talk about how i didn't feel lik studying, how i feel lik i haven't study much, about how i tot i studied ok for geog and ss, but still can't ans qn. no i shouldn't. too late. ok, i'm rambling. sighs. i feel lik it's all already in the stars, tt no matter how much i put in now, it won't matter. great i'm submissive.
about my give-up-upon dream of being a scientist, i've got a solid reason y i shouldn't be. if u will jus flip to this page in the bio tb, there's one line tt goes "one thing scientist do is to nv take things for granted but always ask why". obviously i can't be a scientist or even a researcher cause i do take things for granted. if u ask my why is the sky blue, i'll tell u "asking me tt is lik asking my why is ur name (insert ur name here pls)". (but pls i do noe y is the sky blue. jus trying to use an example. sky's blue because of the dust particles tt scatter the blue wavelength thingy. sth lik tt i think. =P) but the fact remains, i don't wonder about things. ah well.
sth more exciting.. i can't wait for the harry potter and goblet of fire's movie! after watching the trailor (at the cinemas when i was watching transporter2), all tots of watching-moive-is-ex jus flew outta my mind! i can't wait for it!!! ah!! so excited jus thinking about it!!!! yay!!! =)) i should think "sky high" is nice too!! aH! nice movies!!! =)
ok. ought to get my butt off now. ciao! =)