Saturday, November 25, 2006
hmm.. was looking thru some photos of me jus now (cause i realised the creative microphoto's to-put-background choice is for photos, not normal background pictures), and realised tat.. i look very sucky. -.- truly. no wonder i didn't lik taking photos. =( sighs, butwel, beauty isn't everything (right?).
anw, today's the end of this week. and the end of my one week job attachment at TP dentistry. learn loads i tel u. and wel, hardly surprising of the next sentence: i would lik to be a dentist. hahas. indeed hearing this very passionate dentist talk about dentist as an occupation tat involves the mix of both art and science makes me feel amazed. medical science because of all the disease and cause of infection and stuff, and arts because when u see them patiently moulding the crown/bridge, fine tuning it because our teeth is so sentitive that it'll make us uncomfortable just because of an extra micrometre thing. it's jus so great!! and they are all SO professional. and have such steady hands and arrrghh. i'm jus very impressed. wel, their assistants (who were sorta the ones who showed us most of the stuff and wat to do) are also very professional.
but the thing is, dentistry is also of the medical field, and i heard that u compete against those who wans to be a doctor when u take courses in the uni. NO. =( obviously only the very best with straight As apply in the medical field, and obviously, i'm not even sure if i can get straight As. =( SIGHS. but what else can i aim for? mayb since i already kinda decide i wana be a dentist, i should lik start studying for my A levels now instead of gng online.
gimme a break.
this break IS for relaxing ya know... well, relaxing with a wee bit of revision, as all the tchers kindly kept reminding us before we went for our break. but reali, i haven even touch my homework this whole week... much less reviison. -.- ok erms so much about work.
gng off to malaysia for a week, this monday?? not sure but it's with family. sighhs. too bad we couldn't go off to somewhere exotic, lik korea for example? exotic and further away. but wel.
Friday, November 10, 2006
finally.. pw is over. and i think that whenever i say "pw suck", i don't reali mean it. it's jus for me to vent my anger. so anw, pw don't suck. it made me realise lotsa of things (erms, but den again, these were realised on my way home today on the bus..)
was reali scared and in awe of some ppl in my class, and it jus made it all the harder to present properly for op in front of them. thus for the very first we had to rehearse for op, i performed lik crap, and i think i was near hysterical when i went up to present. and was gng to break down when presenting, but a shout from sharon ("jia you!!") and i calm down. at least these ppl whom i was presenting to were not my enemy! they are even trying to help by listening! and thruout all those rehearsals when vanessa was present, she was nodding and smiling so reassuredly tat i can't help but feel calmed down, and felt so immensely grateful. indeed, jus a smile and the whole world smiles with u.
and also, how could i forgot my group mates? especially valerie who gave constant encouragement and guidance such tat i pulled thru op in one piece.. ah.. funny how one starts to grow wistful when the pw which i claim to hate is over eh?
didn't reali feel happy or sad when our op finally ended. i jus felt.. relief?? but wel, perhaps it'l need a longer time before "Pw is TRUELY over" wil finalyl sink in. hahas.. =)
Sunday, November 05, 2006
hmm.. today is sunday. dun reali lik sundays anymore. cause i've tuition. yes, every morning i have to spend it staring at math. and since i'm havin tuition with viki, it often results in me being lik the retarded one, with both the tutor and viki staring at me lik i'm spouting nonsense. which is probably likely since half the time i duno how to explain wat i dun understand to them.
ok enough about the sad bad things. saw ky's very interesting entry! but eh, i would feel darn gulity if i can' get it right.. hahas..
ok anw, after this week, PW and CHI would be over. chi is already over (woo hooo!!!) and eh, i'm afraid i'l develop a phobia for jay chou hahas. similar to liting, i believed that should i be mugging for chi, any contact with eng whether it's in the terms of writing or jus listening to music would thruly pull down any success i've been reaping with chi. so had been listening to nth BUT jay chou the past few days hahas. but now.. back to eng songs it is. but i jus wana dl songs...! but i dun dare!! boo. anyone care to boost the courage for dl-ing? hehehe
hmm.. tmr.. be doing em' puppets for pw. i seriously hopes pw turns out alright. i can't afford to stammer/stutter/go lik train/ do weird mannerisms. HAIX. wat happened to me?? jus a year without np and i changed to a someone who totally breaksdown when told to present? NO! I WIL WORK HARDER! practice until i practically DREAM about it in my sleep. -.-
but after pw, there's be harmoc! speaking of music. yesterday i went to suntec carrefore and there were all the keyboards there. suddenly i WISH i had been more musical. i wish.. i hav something to do in the arts, whether it's drawing or making music. but no. al i hav is studies and that's nothing compared to lik almost 99% of the vj ppl? anw, i think i may have found a way to INSPIRE for harmoc. =) oh, going to do christmas carolling this yr. and so far, harmoonica this yr has been giving my experience in performing.. ahh music. the wonders of life. =)
Friday, November 03, 2006
hmm. perhaps i do only make the effort to blog when i'm feeling down. but perhaps that's a way to wat (omg i had too much chi i can't think of the eng word now) fa1 xie4. so yea, y do i listen to my muse only when i'm feeling sad?
so anw, FINALLY CHI IS OVER. and VJ IS SO PRO. i mean seriously, they managed to get some of the qns (i feel) and the su2 yu3 and yan4 yu3 they emphasised did came in useful! ahh. I MUST GET AN A. but wat if i dun? but no matter, i did my best. and if my chi reali is not up to standard, den so be it.
(and someones' seriously irritating me lik hel. GRR)
(the com mouse is responding faster den the computer itself. wat a joke. -.-)
ok i'm increasingly feeling bad-mood. mayb it's time to stop bloging.