when i post an entry, i tend to do sad things. that's wat some of my frens commented. and i felt that, hey, mayb the bad habit of whining is starting to come back, so i uh, stop being too enthusiastic about blogging? after all my life is kinda boring rite now. nothing seems more important than the ever increasing amount of work. nothing makes makes me feel worst and panicky den lagging behind.
so anw, this entry eh, "dedicated" to cher, liting and kit yeng. yea seems so long since i last saw/hear from them. (only have myself to blame, but watever. i don't go online for long periods of time nowadays. go online only to check mail and perhaps download a couple of songs, den log off. work beckons.) it was nice to see chermaine again (looking as pretty as ever=]) and kityeng too! wen for dinner at clarity cafe (my second time there hahas) at bugis. baked rice wasn't tat boring. oreo cheesecake was delicious! =) talked abit, but i didn't reali feel lik talking. jus felt lik listening. felt so sian la (do i noe why?)
after that kityeng brought us to the long bar at raffles hotel. apparently it was only cher's and mine first time at a bar. rather interesting experience i tel u. and hahas i could so totally relate to cher when she say she wish she's grown up and jus chilling after working at the bar. i could almost jus sit there alone and brood/ponder/sulk/chill. the band there wasn't too bad- jus wished they could have turn down the volume a lil'. it was fun to throw peanuts everywherer (according to ky it's part of their decorations hahahs) and wash down the dry peanuts with singapore sling eh? (so i lied (to my sis), singapore sling does have a bit of alcohol content but it's only lik wat, TRACE AMOUNTS?)
hmm yesterday.. reali had much things to ponder over. and i mean LOADS. blogging reali doesn't help with the recordin of feelings part- i might jus offend ppl without the intention to lik so long ago (feelings jus tend to jus rush out when i'm writin, so is that y i can't do argumentative essays? =X), and it doesn't help i hav to specially make the effort to turn on the computer (and keep telling myself i won't succumb to the delights of online gaming). so perhaps this is an explaination for the once-in-a-blue-moon kind of entry.
so wel, mayb it's going to be ages before i write up another entry. after all, school school and more school gets kinda boring. shal only write when i feel lik? when there's something to complain about? when there's something interesting? and now, i shal NOT turn on gunbound and wait for the photos to finish sending over.
(bleah napfa 2.4km run tmr. and i'm feeling crappy. woke up feeling dizzy lik with the whole world spinning around (i DON"T think it's hangover!!!! NOT POSSIBLE!))
hmmm.. jus in case u who are reading my entry now is not cher, liting or kityeng, i want to tel u how much i appreciate u who read my blog too! =) feel free to tag so i'l noe u've been here (so i can appreciate u more heh. =]). i guess i own u all apologies for not updating ehh.. sorry!
hmm.. ok reading other ppl's blog can be preeeetty tot provoking.. and interesting. and figuring out wat others who dun say much and wat they noe.. hmm.. sighs. y am i always at loss for words when i'm blogging? i think it's sth to do with stupid gp. always get marked down for my eng tat i dun dare to write in public le. -.- ok heck. i MUST throw away this feeling. it's baaaddd.. arrgh my head's not feeling too good. i think i wil seriously get my ass away from the computer.
signing off
amethyst
1:13 PM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
hmm.. shal update with minsi in mind. so minsi, and all those who are checking my blog but disappointed i didn't update (hahas i'm so full of myself). but anw, cliche sentence of my blog, but long time no update!
anw, it's lik one more week before syf harmonica. been practising and practising (everyday but not reali the whole day that kind la) but dun reali get the results i wan. hmm. Sighs. nvm. i shal erms, practise more? jus one more week and the SIanz long practices wil be over (but there's always the concert hahas).
today's pratice was lik always, 9-5. SIANZ. mayb i shouldn't have told myself it was sianz, den i wont be so sianz, but reali the whole day was damn damn sian. always ended the practice feeling sticky and dirty and lik always they add more trainings and sectionals. (ok it wil be soon over i'll keep telling myself that). went to look for the stupid black shirt for the attire for syf. viki finally found it at Be Here for Good things. HAHAS, seiyu change its name. rather a difficult name to rmb i think. but well.
erms. today is saturday. and i'm tired after harmoc. so i shall giv myself a break. now should i play gunbound or watch tv? =) looks lik there's a nice show on the tv now hahas..
signing off
amethyst
10:12 PM
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
hmm new month. shal erms, update abit? or else this blog lik v outdated. hahas.
anw gums getting better! thanks for the concern al!! =) and am catching up on harmoc. which is a good thing. i can't stand not playing when everyone else is blowing their heart out.
hmm.. school is getting so sian nowadays. LIKE very sianz.. harmoc syf is oso sian. keep blowing the same songs. and i hav yet to master the concert songs. hmm wonder if ppl i invited wil come for my concert. they hav yet to reply. sighs. tutorials are piling in. econs is getting irritating, no scratch tat. it is irritating. macro's all linked together and now it's one big mess in my head. but i'm sure if i can get it all organised in my head, it'l be much easier and more interesting.
random.. y is my mp3 player taking so long to charge?
oh, mum got a new com! yay~ bro installed maple. i wana play!!!! seems lik great fuN! but once i get hooked, i'm sure it'l be difficult to get off.. so erms, perhaps after the a lvls? so many things after the As. am i not allowing myself to hav fun now? no wait, do i even hav the right to hav fun now? blah. shal go sleep now. lecture day tmr. can't afford to feel sleepy and snooze. hmmm i've got no sweets leh. mayb coffee?
signing off
amethyst
10:17 PM
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