i had my first driving practical session today! ok it didn't start off as fantastic. i freaked out (as usual) cause i couldnt find the car number and area. the paper looked so complicated! after taking several deep breathes, i realised it was on the top of the page. -.-
so the starting was a bit boring, with al the mirror adjusting and aircon thing. den i asked stupid questions. several stupid qns in fact. funny how til now i can rmb the stupid qns but i can't reali rmb wat i learnt. and when lessons finally begin, i kept over releasing the clutch and stalling the engine. -.- no wonder the instructor thinks i must be a slow learner. at the end he was lik "dun compare how fast u learn with ur other frens...". and i think my steering sucks. i couldn't understand how come the steering wheel dun automatically spring back to the straight postition. also, when steering's at the straight position, the erm, car's logo on the wheel's lik not upright. -.- he was controlling the steering the whole time, especially when i turn around at bends, whether it's a gentle or sharp bend. -.-
BUT. it was truly a fun experience! sure the engine kept stalling but i can't help but grin in this silly manner when i first start the engine. and it was so fun to jus accelerate on the straight road. and the braking toO! feels good to have control hahas... now i sound lik a control freak. =P
AND. the way he keep saying "listen to the engine" and "feel the speed" makes me wonder if perhaps speedracer is not TAT fiction after all. cause in that movie, the main star was lik one with the vehicle. mayb to be a real accomplished driver, u hav to treat the car lik some living breathing ALIVE thing. =) nice. hahas..;
signing off
amethyst
9:40 PM
Thursday, June 26, 2008
apparently sujun the ILLUSIONIST say i sound very BIMBOTIC on my blog. so i shal not sound bimbotic. and when i dun sound bimbotic, i sound depressed.
so let's see. what's making me depressed right now? hmm other den the fact tat THREE MORE DAYS before work at kpmg ends.. there's driving crapp.. there's the holiday coming up (riots over there and BUDGET airline. i wonder how pukey i'l get. -.-)
oh. and the thing about me not being very willin to forgive. i dun feel lik forgiving or forgetting. i'm not tat saintly. so there. but mayb in the end i'm the one suffering cause the anger and watever's present in ME.
$%^&* i duno wat to blog. =(
OH. there's ghost whisperer this fri!!! =)) YAY!! finally tv to watch again!! =) even thou supernatural is soo much better (with TWO hot guys), i jus wan to watch tv! and not those watching these kind of series on the computer (lik how i've been watching grey's anatomy. watching it on computer sucks! quality was so bad.. ). ok i think i'm back to being bimbo. =/
signing off
amethyst
1:42 PM
Sunday, June 08, 2008
OK. LET ME GET ONE THING RIGHT FIRST.
come this new week, it would be THREE WEEKS of work left. NOT TWO. SIGHS. depressing/ ookkkshalnt talk about it.
watched made of honour (FINALLY!). soooonicE! mayb it's cause my expectation of the movie plummet after the not so nice review in Straits time. but no matter, it was 7.50 well spent! ^^ patrick dempsey is soo charming (even though he's kinda old) and sexy (hehehe). the songs played were pretty good (which is why i'm stil online desperately trying to find the songs even thou it's already so late), and YAY! so happy i finally watched it. =)
(oasis' stop crying your heart out is NICE! =))
ok. i should probably go sleep. else i'm gng to sleep tmr during work. =X thank goodness no tuition tmr... i'm thirsty.. probably from al the msg intak today. -=X
signing off
amethyst
10:49 PM
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
ok. i'm so sian now. =X sheesh. and look at the time! hooray! first time ever i can actually blog at such a time. not tat it matters anw.
so yea. the countdown begins.. TWO MORE WEEKS (actually that's two more weeks and three days) to freedoM!! this'l teach me NOT to sign a contract without thinking (even if there's no penalty shld i break this kpmg contract.. but it's so ma fan, lik i can't jus leave anytime and there's the carrot of a bonus dangling in front of me).. den after work is over, comes overseas holiday.. comes UNIVERISITY.
omg. i feel lik puking when i think about orientaton. %&^*%&*
O YEA. about my future course.... i've decided on pharmacy!!!! i had to choose between accountancy and pharmacy. but reali i much prefer nus (nearer!!! and sounds better too even if ntu accountancy is the best in singapore). BUT when my sis asked me some chem questions, i suddenly ask myself if doing science AGAIN is reali wat i wanted. den the nxt day when i go to work, marching from the mrt to the building lik so many other thousands of office workers, i dun feel lik taking accountancy anymore. doing this kind of admin work is so meaningless. AND i dun fancy helping the rich expatriates minimise their taxes. at least for pharm, i would be able to work in a hospital?? hmmmm.... i hope..
ok. this holiday ar. so many things to fan nao about. firstly, there's the overseas trip, den the driving crap. having to go alone kinda dampens the initial excitement and enthusiasm leh. den there's the camps.
ok. i'm so bored now i jus feel lik blogging about ANYTHING.
ok. i jus got work. mayb not going to blog for now. zzZZZz
signing off
amethyst
11:49 AM
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