This time I wonder what it feels like To find the one in this life The one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough So I'll be waiting for the real thing. I'll know it by the feeling. The moment when we're meeting Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen So I'll be holdin my breath Right up to the end Until that moment whenI find the one that I spend forever with
Chorus Cause nobody wants to be the last one there. Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares .Someone to love with my life in their hands. There's gotta be somebody for me like that. Cause nobody wants to go it on their own And everyone wants to know they're not alone. Somebody else that feels the same somewhere. There's gotta be somebody for me out there.
Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight And damn it this feels too right It's just like Déjà Vu Me standin here with you So I'll be holdin my breath Could this be the end? Is it that moment when I find the one that I spend forever with?
Chorus Cause nobody wants to be the last one there Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares .Someone to love with my life in their hands. There's gotta be somebody for me like that.
Cause nobody wants to go it on their own And everyone wants to know they're not alone Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere? There's gotta be somebody for me out there.
Ooooooh, You can't give up! Lookin for that diamond in the rough Because you never know when it shows up Make sure you're holdin on Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on
Chorus Cause nobody wants to be the last one there. Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares. Someone to love with my life in their hands. There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh. Nobody wants to go it on their own And everyone wants to know they're not alone. Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere? There's gotta be somebody for me out there.
Nobody wants to be the last one there And everyone wants to feel like someone cares. Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere? There has gotta be somebody for me out there
hmm. how come the songs with the oh-so-meaningful lyrics seldom sound tat nice? dun reali lik the voice of nickelback, but the lyrics totally resonate (-.-) with me.
is it possible tat love could run out jus lik the number of As one can possibly get? the amount of love an individual gets in a life time is limited. love tat is defined in any sense eg family love, frenship love. love tat is limited.......... bleah.
i like to write, to express my thoughts in words, but i noe i'm not the best ard, and sometimes tat just takes the fun outta everything. i can't reali do complex argumentative or simple factsheets. my sentences tend to ramble and breakdown due to it being too long. i jus wan to write according to MY way. truly dreamer, escapist and hence the pessimistic realist.
signing off
amethyst
7:51 PM
Friday, October 24, 2008
i wan to watch hsm3!!! today was a bad day.. but jus watching hsm3 on youtube makes me feel happy. hahas.... I WANA WANA WANA WATCH!!! T.T
signing off
amethyst
8:56 PM
feel so sian now. i dun feel lik doing anything. not doing anything includes studying and gng out. i jus wana hide under my blanket while the world pass me by.
i hate uni life.
signing off
amethyst
3:47 PM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
uni life is so sian. i do nth but TRY to study everyday. mayb i shld go join a cca to spice up my otherwise oh-so-boring-life. sighs.
mayb p h a r m was reali a wrong choice. grr.. the modules i reali lik happen to be the side dish while irritating p p d a and p h y p h a r m which i hate (can't decide which one i hate more) happens to be the main dish. hai. =( medicine seem so interesting and the best choice now, but i jus don't make the cut. and it seems al the smart ppl in p h a r m hav plans to further their studies in medicine. GOOD FOR THEM.
had driving tdy.grr. vertical parking SUCKS. but at least the instructor was nice. did talk and i could keep my mind off concentrating too much. even thou things spiralled to shit towards the end (lik him showing how exasperated he is =X even thou i thot him to be pretty good natured. mayb it's jus me tat's annoying to teach HAHA) but wel. =X
tmr is prac day. hate prac even more man. =X or projects (so it's a fantastic thing i didn't go acc/biz) but imagine we oso hav proj anw. researching on a particular drug. sounds wonderfully interesting. =/
wen to the fortune teller today at the bazaar at our school. there goes 10bucks down the drain. HAHAS. but ar. gathered from him tat i'm a naive but nice person who is easily scammed. =X and i'm a emotional person (aka CRYBABY). and i hav strong zi4 zun1 xin1 (pride?) but i hav low confidence. -.- isn't tat contractary. but apparent my chi must suck cause according to him it doesn't contradict. also, he kept emphasiing on the FISH on my palm, saying tat i'l bring luck to my future spouse (as if i'l get one anytime soon. =X). and tat i'l meet The One only when i'm 24 or 29 years old.
*sobs* but watever la. since it's dictated in the stars to be lik tat, i shan't stress myself too much or mope around too much. and conc on not ending last in this small faculty of 132 ppl.
now.. for the irritating pre-prac preperations. zzzZZzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
signing off
amethyst
6:32 PM
say something'
plain.amethyst.palace
plainpalace.sally.yip
aquarian snake
Singapore
Alexandra Hill Pri, Nan Hua Sec, Victoria Junior College, NUS P h a r m12'
Lady`Mage =)
plainpalace@hotmail/gmail.com
let it go'
if you cant hold on, let it go and come back in your heart