Friday, January 30, 2009
cough cough cough. i CAN"T STOP COUGHING. so damn irritating. al the cny goodies jus look at my with the annoying smug look tauting "u can't eat me' and "eat me and die". hai. =( wat a rotten cny.
but of course, al is well with my beloved hp. =D loving it stil much! =D my materialistic lust is satistfied for now. =D
ok i shal go sleep. zz..
signing off
amethyst
11:03 PM
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
i love my new hp =D w902..!
thanks to my dad... YAY! =D love love love =D
signing off
amethyst
9:55 PM
Saturday, January 24, 2009
i'm feeling extremely materialistic now. =X
i wan a new hp. preferbly sony ericsson's w902, with 5megapix cam and mp3 player. the only reason i would wan such a good cam hp is so i can take document pic. =X and of course mp3 player must be passable cause music is my life.
but since i'm short of cash and parents arent feeling too generous, i think i'l hav to downgrade to w595 which is cheaper. but i srsly hope the cam can take documents pic. =( HAI. irritating.
den of course i'l wana change my mp3 player cause stupid new hp isn't gng to be v nice. and my mp3 player is outdated. it can'tplay video and it's fast filling up. shld i use watever cash i get frmm my bday for buying a new mp3? i think i shld get the creative x-fi. but it's so ex seeing it's a new model. argh. or i shld get the old model tat my sis is using. it's less harsher on my pocket.
and i need a new pencil case. i hav had it with the big one. it jus makes my bag heavier with many random stuff i dun reali need. and a smaller wallet too. too big a wallet causes me to throw al sorts of junk inside. which is highly irritating. mayb it's jus my messy self. =X
and cny is coming and i can't believe i'm getting a sre throat AGAIN. grr..
signing off
amethyst
12:10 PM
the long hol is coming (finally). notice how i dun say cny.. cause i dun reali lik cny nowadays. new year and al. but i LOVE a long hol. i wish time could stay suspended now. not school or exams or disappointment. i think i slacked too much aft the a lvls. such tat my brain cells neurons all died and i can't study properly and i'l nv reach my full potential. =X
sighs. mayb it's a good thing i dun hav distraugtions thou i keep willing for some, which is a distraction by itself. =X hm..
i want a new phone. and mp3 player. sighs. =(
signing off
amethyst
12:03 AM
Sunday, January 18, 2009
i need a new pencil case that's small. hai. and a small wallet. time to downsiz everything in this economy downturn.
signing off
amethyst
10:19 PM
time passes. ppl change. things change. feelings change. perception change. i might hav changed (for the worst i feel, with me getting even more depressed as a person. but an awareness of this half empty side of me might be a good change right?)
it's nt even the time of the mth and this depressed worrisome side of me is already surfacing. mayb it's because of al the insignificant depressing things that happen.
signing off
amethyst
6:29 PM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
i wish al the school weeks could be lik the first week. we can jus do away with labs and tutorials. life will be sweeter.
i wish i can slack my time away. and earn money. im reali broke. shld i take up one more tuition? hmm. if they call..
jane's turning twenty tmr, and very soon it'l be my turn. erh i reali dun wan leh.shucks man. i must be getting old lik the rest of the world. seldom do i look forward to my bdays leh. think i stopped looking fwd to tat since.. 15 years old? hmm..
one wish, two wishes are al i want.
ok. my future. is so RX. i might as well start accepting it and stop denying it. so i might not get 2nd upper class, but i wil at least try ok? sucky honours is better den none since i'm spending 4years instead of 3 leh. JIA YOU.
signing off
amethyst
8:00 PM
Monday, January 12, 2009
i wish i can turn back time. nope not to the year of secondary school, but perhaps jc life where everything was predictable and i hav a group of frens and when i noe i'm not alone (at least not yet). sighs.
so many regrets. so unspontaneous. when we were kids we always noe the world was a playground. we forget tat somewhere along the way of growin up (yes man movie). so true.
isohateschool.
signing off
amethyst
9:25 PM
Sunday, January 11, 2009
school's REALI starting. boo hoo.
and i haven printed my lecture notes. shucks. printer is DOWN. irritating. =X
signing off
amethyst
4:16 PM
"when we fall in love, we jus fall in love with ourselves"
i'm NOT in love ok. i wish i am, but i'm NOT!!! it's jus lyrics from keane.... "spiralling down" it's a nice song. and the lyrics mean sth. i mean, i reali feel tat if i'm EVER to fall in love, it would be so self-centred? tat's jus me la.
selfish me.
signing off
amethyst
12:27 AM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
my life =D
al my pretty pic. not a big fan of taking pictures, but mum's right. at this age it will be the prettiest i'm going to get. so might as wel...
school's starting SIANZ. omg. sighs. no more frequent posts.. sighs..
signing off
amethyst
3:26 PM
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
it's reali nice to jus stay at home and slack and listen to music. and do watever i lik. sadly i can't sleep cause of al the noise, but reali. i reali don't mind staying home and slack.
school's starting. bleah. i think i've been surpressing my disdain for school so far. but stil the stress creeps up anw and i've been having rather restless nights this week.
did a bit of ironing and folding of clothes and tidyin up my clothes. i think i'm getting a blister from the ironing. -.- sheesh such a qian jing da xiao jie. -.- sighs. den dad express his annoyance when i forgot to cook the rice. grr..
ok. sleeping early tonight.. cause of late last night.
signing off
amethyst
10:38 PM
%&*() slept so late last night (2+! the latest ever for me) and i had to get up at the crack of dawn. this is al the stupoid LUP fault. i dun understand WHY must those workers start banging and drilling at 8. HELO. can't they do their drilling in the aftn or sth. ARGH. makes my blood boil. and i jus KNEW i dun hav to hav the stupid lifts upgraded. i dun mind climbing stairs la. it's healthy exercise. sighs.
biding is a pain in the arse.
signing off
amethyst
9:08 AM
Monday, January 05, 2009
been hibernating under my blanket these days. well, flu put me in there. =X anw. it's reali comforting how i can jus lie onmy bed al day doing nothing (i think some of my braincells died =/). there's more den one way one can escape realism. =X hiding under the blanket while the rest of the world passes by, tat's one. supernatural den desperate housewives marathon, tat's another. reading all the fantasy cum romance books while the newspaper about the real world lies there abandoned another one.
but school's starting and lik it or not, i gotta pul myself tgt. =X i gotta worke very hard. i HAVE to work extremely hard. hai. no more excuses.. WAKE UP WAKE UP.
signing off
amethyst
9:41 PM
Sunday, January 04, 2009
i'm so glad my throat's al better. hav a continuously dribbling nose (now) is better den a throat horribly in pain. =X i dun fancy the continuous sneezing tat makes myhead hurt, but thankfully it has stopped for now. =)
school's REALI starting. one more week before school starts. i duno how i'm going to get back my lazy ass back to studying. it's reali hard! =x i think i dun hav any self discipline. used to owe some, but i think they al wen away aft the a lvls..
think i shal go watch desperate housewives. =D
signing off
amethyst
1:39 PM
Saturday, January 03, 2009
i hate, LOATHE being sick. especially when it's the time of mth oso. couldn't sleep v well the past few nights. sleeping late especially made it worst. hai. i shld go sleep early tonight.
horribly sore throat (i think i've confused pain and bitterness from a young age. always thot of this pain as "the bitter feeling at the back of my throat" tat makes swallowing a pain in the, well, throat). and nose decided to join the fun by sneezing uncontrolably. T.T
ok. feelin so sian now. mayb i shld sleep. if they al stop the drilling, banging and thumping. yea i wish. zzz
signing off
amethyst
3:18 PM
Friday, January 02, 2009
-.-. i'm such a procrastinator. T.T
i didn't managed to clear my notes OR get anything done ytd. jus had supernatural marathon the whole day with siblings. FINALLY finished season3! =D waitin for season 4 now. =) but dean died! horribly! =( but it's ok! he'l be back in season 4. =D
school's starting. i dun wan! =( the timetable sucks and i can't do the mod i wan (eg understanding the universe. =()
signing off
amethyst
9:54 AM
Thursday, January 01, 2009
happy new year!
decided to clean up my links. tat's wat new years are about, right? cleaning... i've removed broken links, ppl who are most likely to forget about me alr and keeping those who hav a working blog. hahas. quite sad actually to see the list shrinking so drastically, but well, it's ok. =D
i've got to continue with the clearing of my table stuff. and notes. it's horribly messy. =X and mayb tidy my clothes drawer if i feel lik it. =X
NOTE. my bday IS coming soon. No i shal no whine about turning 20. instead i shal point everyone to my list of wants. go on, i've jus updated it! ><
signing off
amethyst
1:05 PM