Wednesday, April 15, 2009
uni sucks. T.T acutally it's jus the damn exams tat makes me feel lik dying.
and the fact that it's not going to get easier from here onwards.
and tat i feel so miserable in my current course.
and that hard work no longer leads to success.
and that smart ppl are all ard me. this time there's no one to be below me. i'm lik lowest on the food-chain. -.-
*whines* and i hate study week, trying to study myself. there's so many questions and uncertainty i feel lik i'm being left to zi shen zi mie. X( i mean, i cant study well in grp either so wat do i reali wan?
*emos* *whines*
HAIX!
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
jus edited my wishlist. hehe seems lik i got most of the stuff i wan so far leh.
thanks to dad i jus got another new radio! =D can blast mp3 disc now. =D or instrumental music during this period of studying.
and i jus realised there's loads more shit to memorise for the exams. ^&*( hate memorising stuff leh. and last time ppl were sayin wat pharm course need alot of memory work de. and viki told me about how the upcoming yr2 we'l see even more work and crap to do. hai.. mayb i shld transfer to life sci while i stil can. T.T lik get into the same course as my sis. T.T haiiiiiii..
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
growing up is doing things alone, is being confident in urself no matter what. no runnin away from everything.
*emo*
a big THANK YOU to suyi for treating me to a free movie once agaiN! and this time, it was zac efron's 17 again. =D NICE lovely great show! he looked great! more grown up i would think. hehe and i jus think he looks so adorable on screen. =P there werent that many tear jerking parts- more of the funny hahas parts (jus wat i need with the stupid exams looming near), and i'm happy enough just to see him, even thou it's such a "comfortable" role for him with al the basketball stuff.
sighs. and moral of the story is..i think. don't get so wrapped up in oneself with al the self pity and crap. i must reali not lose the barely-there ability to listen to others. i must be careful....... there's how i interpret it anw.
GO STUDY. T.T mayb i would report how i wasted this wed again. -.-
Sunday, April 05, 2009
went out with famaily ytd to sao mu. well, day was hot and i gt headache and cranky (seems lik i hav to get a headache everytime we go sao mu). initally wanted to swim with yiling but it rained and i came back too late. so wen with dad, mum and sis for badminton. hahas seems EONS ago since i last played. hard to find someone who likes badminton now and hav the time sighs. and my whole body is aching-.- i'm reali TAT unfit. but it was fun! love badminton (compared to jogging or wat -.-) =D dad is stil the pro-est amongst us.
yea well didn't do any work at al. -.- but so sian. i need to exercise more. stress is getting to me and i hav to work off al the excess adrenaline. -.- BUT IT"S RAINING. HOW TO SWIM. T.T